Like many of the stories on this thread I first began crossdressing in my early teens. A fascination with tights and stockings grew to include
lingerie. I couldn't get enough I loved looking at nylon clad legs and just had to know how it felt. That was thirty years ago and over the years like many others I have gone through periods of intense dressing and purges, I now feel, living alone that I am at another new beginning, I have a strong desire to take my dressing to new levels, to create a whole female persona. I hope I can share my journey with you all.
Don't know why, but its part of me and I love it!!!
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Re: Don't know why, but its part of me and I love it!!!
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Re: Don't know why, but its part of me and I love it!!!
Richie,
I started at 14 and that was 60 years ago, I have growen in these years and am who I am and want to be.
I wish you all the happyness in the years to come
I started at 14 and that was 60 years ago, I have growen in these years and am who I am and want to be.
I wish you all the happyness in the years to come
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Re: Don't know why, but its part of me and I love it!!!
It's nice when you get to the point where you love this part of your life.
After struggling with it for years, and thinking ourselves weird and defective, we get to a point where we not only resign ourselves to it, but embrace and learn to enjoy it. Like most here, I tried to make it go away for a long time. Then for some painful reasons that I won't go into, I came to the conclusion that I would at least accept it and stop trying to suppress it.
When I did that I learned that I actually enjoy wearing beautiful clothes, and I like shopping, making myself look nice, and that it's OK to care about stuff like this. Previously I always considered it to be some deviant sexual fetish, but it's not that at all. Now I know that it's just one of my important personal interests. And now I would no more want to give this up than to give up reading or another of my great passions.
After struggling with it for years, and thinking ourselves weird and defective, we get to a point where we not only resign ourselves to it, but embrace and learn to enjoy it. Like most here, I tried to make it go away for a long time. Then for some painful reasons that I won't go into, I came to the conclusion that I would at least accept it and stop trying to suppress it.
When I did that I learned that I actually enjoy wearing beautiful clothes, and I like shopping, making myself look nice, and that it's OK to care about stuff like this. Previously I always considered it to be some deviant sexual fetish, but it's not that at all. Now I know that it's just one of my important personal interests. And now I would no more want to give this up than to give up reading or another of my great passions.
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Re: Don't know why, but its part of me and I love it!!!
I agree with Ralitsa. I started dressing at 4 or 5 with stockings and slips and have progressed over the years to fully dressing and expressiong myself as a woman. I have purged more times than I care to try count and have finally, after about 50 years, come to the point of accepting my alter ego as a true part of my being. I have been to many counslers, therapists, physciatrists, and have been on at least two different kinds of anti-depressants (to counter the OCD) and none of it has changed how I view myself deep down. My wife is finally becoming more accepting, or is tired of saying 'no'. I have painted toe nails, shave everything, mostly, I leave a bikini area, my head trimmed short and trim my arm hair so close it is 'almost' shaved. I go out a couple of times a month to shop and just be Alexis, I also atttend a couple of support group meetings. I don't know why or how I became Alexis, and neither can anyone else for that matter. I have finally come to love and accept her even though I'm only out to a select few and like it that way. Just my 2 or 3 cents worth.
Not sure where I'm going, but there's no since being late