I first must say that all of you here know most everything about me things my wife has no idea of. I only told her about me a few months ago and we were together almost 25 years. I have never and mean never Kay suggested in any way shape or form to here about my sexual desires and needs A heterosexual woman marries a man and doesn't want a woman. I know it must be very difficult for most GG SO's when they find out. My wife finds it repulsive even to talk about it. I understand.
She said "never tell my son John Paul(19) and Daughter Katie(22) or she would kill me. My son has known for months and also Katie. They are fabulous with it and haven't told Mini. My daughter slipped up and this week Mini invited me over for dinner at her condo and ambushed with Katie. When I arrived she said "we have to talk"
She then said'You lied and decieved me about your crossdressing for all these years and you lied and decieved me again" (Ladies I've told numerous people over the last few months and didn't want my kids hearing it from a third party.) She also said"Knowing abut it is bad enough and I don't want them to see it." I told her they already have seen me dressed. Then in front of my daughter she saidsomething I've heard often since she found out about me which is fine but not in front of my daughter. "I could never f--- a man who looks and acts like a woman." Although she was refering to the traditional way men and women share intimacy not the way I enjoy. I was so angry I wish she were a man at that moment. Don't say that in front of my daughter. Gross!
I just feel at this point in my life I finally know who I am. Am I cruising for sex. NO! Do I want a man in my life?NO! I know I need a woman that can love me emotionally and physically as a woman and a man. Very rare and it really cuts down on the dating pool!
I understand and would never try to coerice or force that upon any woman.You gals are the greatest. Love you all. I feel so comfortable here I can say anything but probably shouldn't but I trust you all. Big Hugs
Love
Jeannie
PS. My son JP was down last week from the University of Southern Maine with a friend to stay with me for winter break. His best high school friend also stayed here. My son is gay(propably bi) His friend Stephannie is a lesbian and his buddy Trevor has two moms. Throw a Cder into the mix and did we have a great week? My daughter even borrowed two blouses and a blazer from me. We are both 8 petites. Luckly my heels are a half side too big. At this rate ladies by summer I'll be sitting here in a bra and panties with no clothes left!
