Hi I am Becky

BeckyM · Post by **BeckyM** » Fri Apr 09, 2010 3:04 pm

I am Becky, I am for the moment a cross dresser. However, I am unstable, I feel like being a female at times, and others hating myself for thinking that. I love to dress but at the moment do not want to ever again. I love lingerie, heels, more specifically boots, leggings, nylons, socks, panties, bras, makeup, skirts, dresses galore, I love being a women when I am, and now that I am expressing myself more I feel myself almost becoming female. I cannot tell my family about me because I know they will reject me. I respond sexually like a woman more and more I believe, and have feelings for men sometimes now. I do not have many clothes at the moment as I have always borrowed, I went shopping for the first time this week and got 2 panties, 2 leggings, and thigh high socks. I also have 3 pair of knee high socks.
I am energetic, try to help people, and hopeful one day I will be fixed

Post by **DonnaT** » Fri Apr 09, 2010 5:26 pm

Hi Becky,

to the forum.

Leeza · Post by **Leeza** » Fri Apr 09, 2010 7:31 pm

Hi, Becky, and welcome to our little place.

Leeza

Carly · Post by **Carly** » Fri Apr 09, 2010 7:58 pm

Welcome Becky,
Hopefully you will find enough support here that you may not feel the need to be "fixed" .

SilverLady(SO) · Post by **SilverLady(SO)** » Fri Apr 09, 2010 9:57 pm

Hi, Becky, and welcome to the Forum!

- SL

Rik · Post by **Rik** » Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:24 pm

Hi becky, welcome

Kyra · Post by **Kyra** » Wed Apr 14, 2010 6:51 pm

Hi Becky,
Welcome to the forum. I hope you enjoy it.

Hugs,
Kyra

Karen · Post by **Karen** » Wed Apr 14, 2010 11:18 pm

Hi Becky

Welcome to the Forum.

Hook up your seat belt and get belted real good because your
sure to have a good time.

Lots of hugs

April Rose · Post by **April Rose** » Sat Apr 17, 2010 9:06 pm

Hi. Becky. Welcome. We're all abnormal here; Abnormally nice! There is no reason to feel bad about being a cross dresser. You didn't cause it.

Patti D · Post by **Patti D** » Sat Apr 24, 2010 1:04 pm

I know some of your feeling, as I believe we have all traveled that road in the beginning. Go slow and have fun. Look forward to hearing more from you

MelodyPerkins · Post by **MelodyPerkins** » Sat Apr 24, 2010 3:07 pm

Feeling a little weird is part of accepting yourself in a world that doesn't understand.

I encourage you to read about the differentiated brain. It will help you realize that you're not weird,...you just fall on the more feminine side of the continuum.

I, also felt strange. I felt strange because I wanted to dress and be more feminine. I finally came to accept that, but felt strange because I felt I should be more feminine than I was.

At some point, you come to a position of acceptance and comfort. I dress in varying degrees of masculine and feminine clothing. I have a beard. My interests are neither strongly masculine, nor feminine (traditionally speaking). While I have a male's body, I do not consider myself either male or female. I am just me,...a little masculine and a little feminine.