A newbee from the Great White North
Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 8:45 am
Hello to all CDs of all persuasions. Please let me know if I ever speak in any fashion that may be considered inappropriate. I am new to discussing and talking openly about CD. I'll try to describe to you about my recent discovery of my interest in cross-dressing, so read on ladies.
I used to try on my mothers stockings when I was a teen and thought I looked pretty sexy from the thighs down. I attributed it to wanting to see a girls legs and not having the real thing available. I can say the thoughts of cross dressing did not really enter my conscious mind for decades. I did dress rather hot in my hippy days in the early 70s. Satin pants and sequined shirts, but that was fashionable for guys then. I separated and divorced after 20+ years of marriage and met the right woman, my life partner, almost 4 years ago. We still can't quite remember what, maybe a silly dare or something that got me wearing her skimpy lace G-string but I felt sexy and she thought I looked sexy. Then we talked more and all the thoughts came flooding back about wearing frilly things. We decided to go for shoes first to create a look. We purchased the black & red 5 inch stilettos that you see in my avitar from Paddy a few years ago. Then black lace top, stay-up stockings and transluscent G-string panties. I felt sexy, she loved it.
Just before this revelation we discovered another one. I had experimented with shaving my arms and chest years before. My partner has always liked the idea of hairless guys. So we waxed my whole body. Took about 8 hours. Once again I felt great and she loved it more than she realized she would. Now I get a total body waxing, once a month by the same woman who waxes her. Now it takes just over 2 hours.
Now the tricky part for me is that I enjoy the way I look as a mature man in my late 50s I have a shaved bald head and a white goatee. I'd love to be able to rid myself of the beard temporarily to complete do the female makeover and then tomorrow have my beard back as I don't like me without it. My partner is also very much in love with the male look I have. Guess I'll have to be satisfied with being half woman some of the time. SIGH!!
PS: I just love shoe and lingerie shopping with my partner - for her or for me.
I used to try on my mothers stockings when I was a teen and thought I looked pretty sexy from the thighs down. I attributed it to wanting to see a girls legs and not having the real thing available. I can say the thoughts of cross dressing did not really enter my conscious mind for decades. I did dress rather hot in my hippy days in the early 70s. Satin pants and sequined shirts, but that was fashionable for guys then. I separated and divorced after 20+ years of marriage and met the right woman, my life partner, almost 4 years ago. We still can't quite remember what, maybe a silly dare or something that got me wearing her skimpy lace G-string but I felt sexy and she thought I looked sexy. Then we talked more and all the thoughts came flooding back about wearing frilly things. We decided to go for shoes first to create a look. We purchased the black & red 5 inch stilettos that you see in my avitar from Paddy a few years ago. Then black lace top, stay-up stockings and transluscent G-string panties. I felt sexy, she loved it.
Just before this revelation we discovered another one. I had experimented with shaving my arms and chest years before. My partner has always liked the idea of hairless guys. So we waxed my whole body. Took about 8 hours. Once again I felt great and she loved it more than she realized she would. Now I get a total body waxing, once a month by the same woman who waxes her. Now it takes just over 2 hours.
Now the tricky part for me is that I enjoy the way I look as a mature man in my late 50s I have a shaved bald head and a white goatee. I'd love to be able to rid myself of the beard temporarily to complete do the female makeover and then tomorrow have my beard back as I don't like me without it. My partner is also very much in love with the male look I have. Guess I'll have to be satisfied with being half woman some of the time. SIGH!!
PS: I just love shoe and lingerie shopping with my partner - for her or for me.