New member Stacy M
Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2011 3:20 am
I'm unsure of myself. I've been cross-dressing since I was around 14.
Reverently my Therapist said once I learned why I do it I would stop.
I think the reason is that I want to be closer my mother. But that may not be the reason because I’m still cross-dressing.
When I was in maybe, my twenties or thirties I saw a Diane Arbus photograph of a cross-dresser. I found the photograph very stimulating and thought it meant I was gay. I didn’t cross dress for a long time after that. But I was not n am n or gay. It was the woman’s clothing that aroused me not the person in them. I was not. I was turned on by the clothing, not the person wearing them. When I finally realized this it lifted a great burden from me.
For many yeas I did not cross dress much if at all.
But after My mother due dib 2004. I started doing it with a vengeance
But then I stopped and threw away all my luscious under garments.
I finally decided to be more open and accepting of my cross-dressing. It made life easier.
I am a very religious person and I know Jesus doesn’t like me doing this, but I also know that he won’t reject me if I do it. This has given m much peace.
Sometimes my religious faith helps me resist cross-dressing, but sometimes I give in and do it. I am still conflicted over this issue.
I have a cousin a female who sometimes stays with me when she is in this area looking for work (She is a nurse and jobs where she lives are hard to find. She is 63.)
She has been very accepting of me and even went shopping with me.
It is relief to be able to be more open about my cross-dressing.
Bu I am still torn between doing and not doing it.
I only wear woman’s underwear, have never tried wigs or makeup and have no desire to go en fem outside.
Well that’s my story
I am 61 male, retired with Parkinson’s disease and heart problems. I am careful to cross-dress only when I feel very well. I ‘d hate to have the paramedics, see me all dolled up/.
I’ve been to the ER many times because of heart problems and occasionally PD.
I hope that membership in the cross dressers-forum can help e to accept this behavior.
I have a B cup breast form I think it is the perfect size for my body I am 6-4 ¾ inches tall and weigh around 170 lbs.
Reverently my Therapist said once I learned why I do it I would stop.
I think the reason is that I want to be closer my mother. But that may not be the reason because I’m still cross-dressing.
When I was in maybe, my twenties or thirties I saw a Diane Arbus photograph of a cross-dresser. I found the photograph very stimulating and thought it meant I was gay. I didn’t cross dress for a long time after that. But I was not n am n or gay. It was the woman’s clothing that aroused me not the person in them. I was not. I was turned on by the clothing, not the person wearing them. When I finally realized this it lifted a great burden from me.
For many yeas I did not cross dress much if at all.
But after My mother due dib 2004. I started doing it with a vengeance
But then I stopped and threw away all my luscious under garments.
I finally decided to be more open and accepting of my cross-dressing. It made life easier.
I am a very religious person and I know Jesus doesn’t like me doing this, but I also know that he won’t reject me if I do it. This has given m much peace.
Sometimes my religious faith helps me resist cross-dressing, but sometimes I give in and do it. I am still conflicted over this issue.
I have a cousin a female who sometimes stays with me when she is in this area looking for work (She is a nurse and jobs where she lives are hard to find. She is 63.)
She has been very accepting of me and even went shopping with me.
It is relief to be able to be more open about my cross-dressing.
Bu I am still torn between doing and not doing it.
I only wear woman’s underwear, have never tried wigs or makeup and have no desire to go en fem outside.
Well that’s my story
I am 61 male, retired with Parkinson’s disease and heart problems. I am careful to cross-dress only when I feel very well. I ‘d hate to have the paramedics, see me all dolled up/.
I’ve been to the ER many times because of heart problems and occasionally PD.
I hope that membership in the cross dressers-forum can help e to accept this behavior.
I have a B cup breast form I think it is the perfect size for my body I am 6-4 ¾ inches tall and weigh around 170 lbs.
to the forum.
I'm 57; been dressing since I was 5 or 6 and never gave religion any thought as to me being right or wrong -- good or bad. If you want to push your limits about church, I have a web page with plenty of churches that will accept us girls.