My name is Allison Nichole stover, im a MtF Transgenderd person, im yet to take any actions to make permanent changes due to many reasons the main one being hillbilly town i live in, i plan to move in the next 20 days or so at that point i will be looking for a therapist and hopefully three months after that start on hormones.
for the last 16 years i have been presenting a lie to my community my family and my 'freinds' im not that car obessed redneck that everyone knows, im not a country boy, i dont like to hunt or fish, somtimes camping is ok but for the most part im just a simple city girl. i hope that over the next few years i can get my physical gender inline with my Mental, emonital and spirtual gender. for the last 19 years i have been in pain, not physicaly allthough yes at times, but mentaly and spirtually. im 22 years old and my earlyest memmorys are from when i was about three years old. thats when i knew when, i was about three.
im now 'out' to my entire family and for the most part they are 100% supportive, my mom bought me my first skirt, and took me out 'en femme' for the first time. my older sister (24) gave me my first makeover, my twin sister helps me by teaching makeup tricks and helping me figure out a style that works for me, both in terms of my size (5'11" 172 Pounds) and my personallity. my gramma knows and is ok with it, she gave me a family heirloom necklace that she has had for 40 years when she found, that alone says a lot. my stepdad... can't accept me as allison, he still calls me by my male name, and refuses to let me in his house if im presenting as female. so long way to go on that one.
Freinds, i dont have any anymore. i abandoned the hicks i used to asociate with i have a small circle of peers i talk to online and go to suport groups thats the extent of it.
Hope to become a active member of this community, looking forward to getting to know everyone here.
I had this all typed out and i acidently hit back so here i go again typing my post a secend time 
Karin 
Hi Allie 
, and the girls here have been awesome. I hope your move goes good to your new city. You should find girls like yourself at your new college campus, or at least quite a lot of crossdressers.That must have been a big relief for you to come out to your family, at least the women accept you 
The chat room is a wonderful place to chat with the members, hope to hear from you Nicole 
I also think your name is cute and unique 
Serenity thru Femininity