hello another newbie

[Martha]

Hello everybody. Not sure about posting here but figured what the hell. I am 58 years old and been married for the last 12 years to my beautiful wife. It all started when in High School playing football. We were expecting a very cold night game and the coach suggested that we might wear pantyhose under our football pants and pads to keep our legs warm. My mother bought me a pair as I was too embarrassed to go and buy a pair for myself. I tried them on before the game just to test to see if I would like them. Put them on and looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself "dam, you could be one sexy girl". Little did I know that years later I would be wearing women's clothes in secret and looking at myself in the mirror. I've gone thru stages when I would by some heels and thigh high stockings and keep them hidden somewhere were nobody would find them Then later take them to a Goodwill box and get rid of my secret. My wife walked in on me early one morning when I was getting ready for work. I was just zipping up my panst when she noticed I was wearing something other than my standard underwear. See caught me wearing one of brightly colored thongs. After several days of talking about this I came to the conclusion that I am a very straight male. I have not desire to have surgery or take hormones. I have always joked that if I was born a women that I would be a lesbian. That's how much I love the feminine form. So it came to me that I just need to look sexy and the only way is to wear women's clothing. I don't feel sexy in men's clothes. Just not possible. I did find about 15 years ago at a department store in the men's underwear department men's thongs. They only come in black, dark grey, and light grey. Hence, how my wife noticed something differnet so easily that morning. That was all I wore until that day. Now, I may wear something that my wife and I have purchased for me, but still most of the time I wear the man's thong to work. We paly dress up about 2 times a month. My wife has always said she has dreamed of being with another women so I in a way help her with that. I was a semi pro bike rider so I have been shaving my legs along with the privates as well for the longest time. Later the arms and armpits. Found out I do not sweat as much underarm when all the hair is gone. The older I have gotten the less hair I had on my head so I now shave my head as well. So really my entire body is hairless. I don't wear wigs and just prefer the bald look. The wife does some make-up and some clip on ear rings and I am ready to play. I now have a collection of heels, shorts skirts, bras, and just ordered some silicone breasts along with some padded pants for hips and backside.

Sorry for the long intro.

[Estefania]

Martha,

Welcome to the forum! I hope you will enjoy your visits.

Gaby

[Anthony Simon]

Welcome, Martha.

"A lesbian in a man's body" meets a "wife has always said she has dreamed of being with another wom[a]n"...

[Joan Renee]

welcome martha. i too wear pantyhose to keep my legs warm.

[Hanna]

Welcome, and it sounds like you are a lucky guy, with a great wife.

[KimberlyS]

Welcome Martha to the site. Nice intro. It is great you have a wife who is accepting and willing to help you. Make sure she knows you appreciate it. Hope to see you around more.

kimberly cd
joe in a skirt

[SilverLady(SO)]

Hi, Martha, and welcome to the Haven!


- SL

[DeniseL]

Hi Martha


Denise

[DonnaT]

Hi Martha, aboard.

[Requal Jo]

Hi Martha. Welcome to this friendly and supportive Haven. I to am a male who enjoys the comfort of female apparel.

[Martha G]

Hi and welcome from another Martha!

I am a male who enjoys dressing as a mature lady! Just love the clothing and makeup.

[Deanna]

Greetings and welcome, Martha!

Great to hear about your experiences. It's really reassuring to hear you describe many of the same feelings and experiences that I have had.

Again, welcome!