First off -- I act. I just finished 3 shows in a local theatre production. Played a villain. I really want to get a female role someday in a show.
Second -- I sing. I am a cantor in the Roman Catholic church. What this mean is that I do Gregorian chant of the liturgy.
Finally -- I write. About 15 years ago, I began to write female to male crossdressing fiction. The reasons where varied, but got down to a) it turned me
, b) no one else did 
, c) it was a direct poke in the eye to the overwhelming number of cookie cutter male to female stories out there 
, and finally -----d) I wrote them casting my hopes and prayers
to the winds so that sometime I would meet the girl in my stories -- a girl who CD'd as a boy to compliment my own CDing and a girlGuess what -- it worked. I will privately share a link to my 'Amy Series' of stories if anyone is interested (I won't put the link here), as a few of them are a bit naughty. Odd though, as I matured in it, the naughtiness went away. In any event, I met my wife, who said to me "I want to be the girl in your stories". The rest is beautiful crossdressing history.
I find that writing is great therapeutic tool. It has helped me to exorcise many 'demons'. I will admit that I haven't written in years. I did have another chapter in my 'Amy Series' started, but never finished it, because, the reality is so much better than what I could write
Hugs
Toni-Lynn
