Birthday present to myself

[Anne Bonny]

Spent $328 but justified it in that this is who I am, and it will last for a long long time, and I have wanted them forever! Nearly Me breast forms from National, A light blue half sleeve top with a swirl neck design and a dark blue floral skirt. surprisingly...when I look in the mirror I am quite pleased with this outfit the pictures for some reason look much worse, and rather frumpier than what I see in real time...so strange...not sure why that is. And having breasts that have some actual heft, yet are soft and pliable like actual breasts, and are the correct shape and proportion for me ... I am glad I bought them I will enjoy them for a long time perhaps years. So it was a great birthday! And with my longer hair I did have it styled at Regis after allowing it to grow for 6 months and now have the experience to know how to style it to suit...Oh and had another pedicure - the girl stated I take very good care of my feet for a guy....lol...had Red nail polish applied...my favorite shortly before my 59th birthday on March 8 2016.

[DonnaT]

A belated, Happy Birthday!

[Anne Bonny]

Thanks Donna.

It is just indescribably wonderful beyond words to be able to live freely and openly as a woman. Someone comes to the door...I can answer it...need to take the trash out...I do it. I can get in the car and drive and go places too. I look in the mirror and am amazed to actually see a nice looking lady staring back at me. I have a nice wardrobe making it possible to do anything..mix and match...shorts to capris, to skirts and dresses with various tops, night gowns, many different types of shoes, make up, jewelry I have everything at my disposal and I am so happy to be Anne as the gender runs even if it is only a half day before I desire to return to my male self. I suppose this is just what it is to be who I am. I hope we are all able to find this peace and the joy and the freedom to be who we are. Anne.

I guess I am flying...my spirit is soaring...yea!!!

[KimberlyS]

Happy belated Birthday. Sometimes a woman just needs to treat herself.

Enjoy

[Ralitsa]

Happy Birthday Anne!!
That sounds like a really nice outfit and I hope you have had the opportunity to wear it to something special. Even if you take yourself out to a birthday dinner, that would be so much fun.

It is exhilarating, isn't it? just to be able to go anywhere and do anything wearing the clothes that make you happy!

[Anne Bonny]

You just know this is "right" it is so wonderful. I am very lucky for the first time in my life to know that I can get up in the morning put on my make up and my jewelry and slip in to the clothes that I purchased for myself and just be who I am inside, inside my heart. Why do people object to our being able to be who we are inside our self? And here I am this morning ... everything is so right in my world ...oh...the refrigerator went out last night...My wife is laying in bed the 7th year of decline and total care...not everything is right in my world but being able to be who I am inside this morning who am I hurting? I cannot help who I am. There are so many who want to get out in the public forum and mock us, they want to make sure we are out of sight because they really do believe we have no right to exist, to our face they want to deny and tell us we are not who we are and that we need to be out of sight until we conform otherwise they want to deny our right to have and hold a job, have a place to live, and enjoy our right to be out enjoying our life.

I do not understand their unchanging denial so all I can do is ignore them, unfortunately I have to muster my courage and fortitude and carry on when it should all be freely and effortlessly our ability to live as openly and freely as anyone. There should never be anything for us other than complete and full acceptance of our right to be who we are.

I am not able to find the words..."Nirvana"? Or an inner joy and peace inside I am so happy it is just so right....Like the song by Paul Simon. So why can't I find a new partner who will love me? She cannot love me when I am feeling feminine as much as when I am feeling masculine? She cannot love me fully for all of who I am? I will have to look until I can find this in a partner.

[Michelle Diane]

Happy belated birthday Anne, you deserve to spoil yourself at times.

Hugs,
Michelle.