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Hi all, I just wanted to let everyone know I finally did it! I went out today dressed ( not fully, no wig or makeup ) . First what I had on, panties, black pair of nylons and gray slacks with black pumps. I had on my bra with my forms in and a nice short sleeved blouse that gathered between the breasts. it has a nice pattern all over. I did put on mascara and a bit of eye shadow. I had on some drab mens cover clothes to go from the house to the car. I drove off to take a load of boxes to be recycled. I left my subdivision and went to a close by parking lot of a new shopping mall, not used yet do to economy. I drove in and parked away from any cars that may have been there. I started to peel of my mens pants after I took of the mens top and would you believe it a car dove up next to me and not one but 4 guys get out with their lunch!!! They were working the construction site nearby. I knew they saw me but I could not do anything. I did compose myself and move the van away from that spot and finished changing. I then drove out and to the recycle center. I do not think anyone noticed me as I was diving. I did feel good diving dressed en feminine. I got to the center and drove in, and around to where I drop off the cardboard. There were only a few workers around and at the time none near me. I pulled in and backed in to the cardboard more than I have for obvious reasons. I got out and went to the back of the van and started unloading. No one noticed or did not say anything. As I was almost done I saw a truck pull up to my van and stop, this guy wants to be where I am I thought, as my heart started to pound. I knew he could see my chest and probably said what an ugly woman or man! I finished unloading the van and got back in and left.

I felt good I finally went out dressed in female clothing. It was uneventful going home. I did not think to change back before getting home as I did not think neighbors where home. I drove into the drive and my next door neighbor was in his driveway talking on his cell phone!!!! I waited in my van for a few listening to the radio I was not in his line of sight. I checked and he had walked away so I gathered up my stuff and went inside quickly and shut the garage door. I felt good about it and really want to do it again.

Now I need to rid myself of my facial hair and I will look more feminine and feel that way too. When I did get inside I did put on my lipstick and some rouge and my wig and earrings. I like feeling like a woman and dressing like one too.

thanks to all my sisters here for your understanding and ears to listen to me!!!

Hugs,

Erica

Grats, girl.

I've found that small steps lead to big steps.

Funny how one can try and park in an obscure spot only to have others invade that space.

Glad to hear you went through with your plans.

Just remember one thing, it gets easyer each time you do it Move forward young lady as the world is your for the takeing .

Bravo Erica

Good for you sis, I do hope you realize that its addictive

No stopping you now.

Best wishes

Congratulations!

Any outing that doesn't involve violence is a good one. Proves you are human also, and makes you less of a prisoner in your own home.

A great start.

Hugs,

Bernice

Thanks everyone so much! I am truly glad to have such friends. I do feel good about the short outing.

Susan wrote:

Good for you sis, I do hope you realize that its addictive

I do realize it Susan and am on board and loving it!

Hugs to all,

Erica

Years ago I would drive around and try to "scout" places that were,
I thought, secluded. Then on my chosen day, I would dress
en-femme and pull a large shirt and pants over the skirt etc.,
put a little make-up and wig in a bag and head for the "secluded"
spot only to find it filled with cars for whatever reason.
Talk about getting a little upset!

But like you, you continued and did what you came to do and like
all of us got real nervous but you continued and did just fine.

Congratulations

Hi Erica--
It is an adventure to be out there, and now you know what it's like. It will put you in situations that you would never dream of encountering in your regular life. You can rise to the occasion, though. Have fun.

Erica, you will always remember the first time. I am glad you did it and I know you are now looking forwarfd to the next time,

Leeza

Dear sister Erica,

You have done the great job. Next time when you go out please do the full make up and also put the wig. Again my best wishes for your future outing as a women.

your loving sister,

kary

Erica, Remember its always better to look your best - you can never tell who is going to sit next to you or stop you in the street and ask for directions (its happened to me several times) and the better you look the more confidence you have and its marvelous

Hugs, Debbie

hi i'm inspired to get out of the closet & try my 2 nd attempt ,,,my 1st was yrs ago & didnot go to good love ya all diane

I am actually very impressed that you were out en-femme without a wig and full makeup. That would scare me! I wanted all of the female acoutrements before I ventured out. I remember thinking that I would be spotted immediately and probably hauled before a homophobic magistrate for sentencing. As you discovered, the truth is that the experience is very liberating AND few will discern your secret if you have a decent wig and clothing that covers tell-tale hair, biceps, and bulges. I stick to long sleeve blouses with a pair of tight jeans. White slacks are also a great option, since they match almost any top.

Go for it!

At least you took that first step.