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Feeling so silky feminine today, Tuesday, Feb. 28, 2017. Still rather cool around here in the northeast USA.
Wife left before I was out of bed for an appointment that would have her away for a few hours.
Decided this would be a good opportunity for "Berta". Got myself up and shaved everywhere I could possibly reach. (Haven't mastered my back both upper and lower yet. Wish someone would develop a shower gel, soap or whatever to deal with this problem area of the human body.)
Took a nice warm shower, toweled off and applied skin softening body lotion all over.
Now what to wear, always a problem for a gurl who's closeted most of the time.
Decided to be the "golden gurl" as shown in my profile photo for my breakfast time as I had to be back endrab before she got home.
Slipped into my gold satin garter belt, slid on a pair of super silky Hanes nylons and hooked them up to the 6 garter straps.
Next were a pair of gold satin full cut brief style panties and one of my satin and lace see through strapless bras with shear nylon cups which I filled with my Pals brand forms. (I love these forms as they look so real through the bra I'd chosen to wear.)
I then went into a satin caused swoon as I slid into the super silky gold charmeuse satin and lace full, below the knee length, slip that I'd recently won on eBay. (It truly blows my mind that the real women among us no longer want to wear such exquisitely feminine lingerie and yet get so ticked off at us males who are addicted to and absolutely adore wearing such fine feminine lingerie and sleepwear!)
Oh how wonderfully feminine I was feeling!!
I completed the look with my black wig, ruby red dangling clip on earrings, my gold satin camisole, a faux pearl and ruby necklace, my white full sweeping polyester crinkle skirt and black patient 2.5 inch pumps!

Sorry, had a lengthy pause here for supper and spending the evening TV watching with my wife. Now she's in bed sound asleep and Berta can continue sharing her wonderful femme day with you at 12:15 AM Wed., 3/1/2017.

Taking a look in our full length mirror I saw a silky gold satiny fem looking image staring back at me. Looked very much like my profile photo without the sun glasses (a must for my privacy and still comply with this site's rules for photo posting).
I went down to the kitchen and fixed my breakfast of cereal, juice, muffin and coffee.
My wife called to tell me she was going to be delayed for a few hours and wanted to run a few errands after that.
She thought about noon she'd be home!
I feigned my sadness about this in my verbal reply to her all the while being absolutely thrilled that I wouldn't have to think about changing for 3 hours or more.
A quick clean up from my breakfast and I was free to enjoy my "Berta" side any way I wanted for a good 3 hours! Oh what to do?
Then it hit me. I grabbed what I'd need and proceeded into our 2 car attached garage. (Definitely the best improvement money I've ever spent!)
I absolutely love the sound of sexy women's heels clicking away as she walks on a hard cement surface. That sound was music to my ears as I walked over to my car and slid in.
Once belted in I hit the remote door opener and as my door went up the wonderful warming sun flooded in.
What a joy riding around the lovely areas of our city until it was time to head home to change back to an endrab BIG fella.
Once home there was a message from my wife saying she'd definitely be home at noon and we would go out for some lunch.
Oh boy it was 11:15 and I needed to get changed and all my femme stuff stashed away! Thank goodness I haven't done make-up yet.
Once up in our bedroom I made a decision. I mistakenly lost track of which day it was and thought this was her choir practice night.
I removed my outer layer of femme clothing, heels, skirt, wig and earrings. Took the forms out of my bra.
I put on my male long sleeve black heavy weight pocket tee pull over shirt and checked myself out in the mirror.
No camisole, bra or slip lines were visible through my tee shirt top. The lacy hemmed gold satin slip made for an interesting sight!
I put on a pair of men's knee high tan cotton socks over my nylon clad feet.
I pulled on my male dark blue chino style pants making sure to work the slips skirt as far down my pant legs as possible.
Once satisfied I was completely showing my male persona, I took all my removed femme things down to my basement den/B's closet.
My wife arrived as expected and off we went to have a bite of lunch.
I had all I could do to keep my mind focused on lunch and conversation with my wife as the feelings from underneath were great.
It has been 15 years since I was last able to dress as I was and then I was away on a business trip. (Maybe will share that another time.)
All that satin bunched in my pant legs rubbing against my silky nylons and satin panties was euphoric.
It was worse when I was walking as there was a lot more rubbing as well as the ever present pull of the garters holding up my nylons.
On the ride home I commented to my wife we should just have a light supper of sandwiches before you leave for choir practice.
"What are you talking about" she responded. "This is Tuesday, choir meets on Thursday nights!"
Oh, oh now what was I to do!
Here I am all wrapped in silky satin and nylon which takes a good half hour to remove, fold and properly put away / hide.

Well dear readers that is how I was dressed when I began this epic around 4 PM on Tuesday and through supper also.
After doing the dishes and cleaning up the kitchen, yes I do gladly help my wife with that chore, we head to our basement family room to read the paper, mail and watch TV for the evening. (My den/man cave/Berta's main closet is a former bedroom in a corner of this room.)
Around 7 PM I'll head upstairs to our bedroom and change for bed and lounging for the rest of the evening.
This change is into a long satin nightgown, with matching color plain satin pull over sleepshirt and a plain floor length black satin robe.
I cover my nightgown top and straps with the sleepshirt in deference to my wife who originally was not at all happy with this but now is.
Now I had a problem to solve as most everything I was wearing under my male shirt, pants, sneakers and socks needed to be stashed back downstairs except for my panties.
After removing my male outer wear and panties (that's why garter straps always go "under" them) I decided to leave everything else on.
Slipping on my nightgown and sleepshirt, also gold this week, I did a mirror check and all was properly covered.
I put on my black satin robe and rejoined my wife.
It was a very nice evening as all that satin just made for a wonderful feeling.
At 11 PM she went up to bed and I've changed again.
After removing my nylons and garter belt, I turned my slip wrong side out so I now have its silky shiny finish against my skin.
(Please don't knock this if you've never tried it.)
I've put my Pals forms back into my bra's cups.
My gold satin nightgown is next but without the sleepshirt for now, will be added when I go up to bed in a bit.
This is followed by a gold satin negligee / peignoir set (Amorise brand many years ago) which is floor length (actually drags a bit) and both gown and robe have super full sweeping skirts.

So there you have it my dear friends. Berta has had one fantastically feminine day luxuriating in and being caressed by gorgeous golden satin!

Hope you enjoyed reading this,
Berta

A final decision. While proof reading this I've enjoyed the feeling of the satin slip caressing my skin and will keep it on for the night!
I've done this many times before once I discovered how fantastic a satin nightgown feels against the skin and the feelings are even greater when it's 2 or more satin gowns and or slips caressing you.

FYI: This is not at all sexual as that is no longer possible for me after my Prostate was removed over 17 years ago, Thought you all should know this so you don't get wrong impressions from my offerings.

Berta



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Friday, March 3, 2017

What a morning I've just enjoyed!
It's still quite cool here in the Northeastern USA and temps are dropping all day long. Sat., 3/4/17, may be the coldest day ever recorded here for this time of the year.
When my lovely wife finished dressing and was heading downstairs as I'd started cleaning up she said we should go out for breakfast. She never has to twist my arm when it comes to eating out, I love those opportunities. The radio's weather forecast for today was for temp's in low 30's as a high but mainly in the 20's with wind chill's 0 (zero) or below! Oh boy were the femme wheels turning in my mind as I shaved and cleaned up. I needed to be sure I would be comfy warm. So here's what I decided would be the appropriate attire to accomplish this.
1st was a pair of my everyday wear satin panties, today's are charcoal grey;
2nd was my short silver satin and lace slip, a recent eBay win https://www.pinterest.com/pin/455426581053205665/;
3rd was my long gold satin and lace slip, also a recent eBay win https://www.pinterest.com/pin/455426581053205574/ and a back view https://www.pinterest.com/pin/455426581053205580/, no, I do not have those gorgeous white satin gloves the model is wearing in these photos I'm sharing so you'll know what I'm writing about;
4th is my gold satin camisole as seen in my profile photo (I have 3 of them).
Oh my, all these layers of fantastic feeling and caressing satin were absolutely wonderful and still are as I still have them on as I share this with you.
I slipped on my heavy black pocket tee (I have 4 of these for just this reason) and did as good a strap mirror check as I possibly could. Success nothing was visible, that I could see. The next chore was getting all this satin into my pant legs, I already had my socks on, simple cotton male ones, as I didn't have time for a garter belt and nylons. After some tucking down the pant legs and otherwise smoothing everything out while checking to be sure all was tucked in at my pants waist I hooked up my belt. Slipped on a pair of sneakers followed by one last mirror check and headed down to join my wife. Those readers enjoying this who've done this themselves know and I'm sure fondly remember all the exquisite feelings going through ones body and mind when dressed all silky fem underneath our male facade.

Breakfast was a joy as every movement I made was responded to by yet another satin caress. (I'm sure if I was still a "functioning" male I would've been dealing with a major bulge and pain!) During our meal my wife asked if I'd like to go to Penney's to shop as we'd just received a bunch of great discount coupons from them. I inquired if there was anything special we needed and she said she just wanted to look around. I think she knows just how much I love every opportunity to shop with her so her question was a "no brainer" and I told her of course i would.

Our favorite Penney's is in a good sized mall in Salem. NH and their main entrance brings you into their Women's Intimates section. Recalling that earlier in the week my wife commented that she'd worn out a few of her satin (all I'll buy her and now she's the same way) nightgowns I steered her to a rack of black satin gowns and matching robes. As I fingered them loving that satin feeling I tried to get her interested but, I guess, she's not into black at this time. I then saw the exquisite looking maroon satin robes that they had out at and after Christmas and hoped they still had some of the matching gowns left. Sadly only the fine satin robes no gowns. I could tell she was let down by this (we've talked many times about the lack of pretty sensual satin nightgowns being offered in the stores anymore so seeing these was pure joy) as she continued her search. The yucky flannel's, cotton and not so sexy nylon offerings she felt would be better used to wash a car with!! I agree with that thought completely! We then headed upstairs to jewelry as she loves earrings so we searched for some she'd like, but no luck there either. Now it was to the other side of the 2nd floor, women's clothing, a section I like to wander through with her. While I'm helping her out in my mind I'm wondering how this or that item would look on me knowing full well that will never happen. She found a lovely pull over top in the new arrivals section priced at $54.00. We ended up getting it at a $21.60 discount for $32.40!

As we headed back down to leave I asked her again if she'd like to try on a black satin nightgown and see how it fit.
Surprisingly she said OK so we went to that rack and found one in medium which she took. As she started for the changing room to try it on I continued looking and was pleased to discover one in my 3X size when I heard her behind me asking if I was coming with her!
Well I love these opportunities so off we went to the Intimates changing rooms. Once locked in she removed her top and started slipping into the nightgown .... oops, no way was this going to work getting it over her lovely bra covered anatomy. She put her top back on and told me to stay in the dressing room while she went for a larger sized one to watch her coat and purse. When she returned it looked like she had the whole rack with her! She had gowns and robes from large to 3X!
When I commented that she had some that would be way too big for her and would better fit on me I detected a bit of a smile on her face.
As she was trying on the large gown she tells me to get my top off! Oh, oh now I'm in for it as she has no idea of all the satin I'm wearing underneath my top! Seeing that I'm not making a move as the large gown is gloriously cascading down over her body with it's skirt puddling on the floor around her feet (she is a petite 5' 1" woman) she again tells me to remove my top.
Now showing my nervousness I ask her why should I do that?
She responds that she wants to see how I'd look in this black satin nightgown as I'm now wearing nightgowns around her every evening.
Again trying to escape sure discovery I tell her that I already have 4 or 5 black nightgowns and don't need another one. (Oh it was so difficult to make that comment while my heart is beating wildly at the thought of trying on this exquisite satin gown!)
Now she had me when she responded that she had nothing to do with those gowns and now here was one she liked and wanted to see me in it. So I better get my top off or she'd pull it off me!!
Again trying to save her from a discovery I'm not sure how she'd take, I offered to try it on over my top. (In my mind I'm having great difficulty processing all of this as she has not been at all pleased with my feminine needs, desires and most definitely every day satin panty wearing. As time has passed she's become somewhat tolerant but she has no idea of the size of my feminine collection and that I often wear satin slips along with a satin camisole under my male shirts! She wants no part of my "Berta" side and will not even attempt to discuss it.) I took the 3X gown and began to side it over my head, after some resistance from my heavy cotton top, it eventually cascaded down over me reaching my ankles (I'm 5' 7" tall). In the mirrors (they were 3 way in this dressing room) it looked quite strangely feminine on me. I mean everything I was seeing was exquisite satin with a nice sweeping skirt but I had no feeling of it caressing my skin. I truly loved how it looked and dearly hoped she'd take this a step further and let me buy for both of us.
She asked how she looked in the large size gown she had on and should she try on the matching robe?
I responded that it seemed like it was quite long on her and unless she wanted hem both the gown and robe she'd be tripping on their skirt hems all the time. With this said she then slipped on the matching robe and held out the 3X one for me to try on. Putting on the robe was no problem. We looked at ourselves in the 3 way mirrors, loved what we saw, did some hugging kissing and caressing loving all the silky satiny feelings we were sharing until reality set in.
We decided to not purchase these items as she didn't want to hem hers and she confessed to me that this had been a very difficult experience for her but she was tired of hearing me talk about satin nightgowns every time we went shopping. While she loved it when I was talking about them for her she didn't like me mentioning them for myself in public. We slipped out these lovely sets and returned them all to the rack. I am so glad I was able to spare her any angst keeping her from seeing me in all my fine satin lingerie under-dressing.

She has no idea just how wonderful she's made my day today by what she did. I will never forget it and can only hope that someday she'll accept me for what I am, that it cannot and will not ever change and that she'll sometime embrace and allow me to share "Berta" with her 100%.

Shared with all by a satin addicted and obsessed closeted CD'er,

Berta