Anyone that follows my thread “Revelations,” knows the following.
For about 7 years, because I was running my own consulting business, I had run of the house each day that I was not out with a client. That would mean that while I was and still am responsible for all the home chores + meals, I was dressed from 7:00am till around 3:30pm as Danielle Marie, and that was 3 days every week.
In May of 2008, BAM! My SIL moves in with us and she is here everyday. She needed major surgery on her back which was done in June 2008. Still to this day, she is here every day despite the fact that she is 90% well. That 90% is the best that she can be from now on. No real limitations but, only in her mind. She is an alcoholic and now is addicted I think to the Oxycodone pills. One addiction follows another typically as she has a propensity for such things.
Bottom line…Danielle had to find a way to fix this. Of course, I had been mixing my dressing style for several years even in [male] mode. At this time, I now wear my female business shirts with my 38-C bra’s and super Gel forms ( I am a thin person so they are rather obvious). I also wear my favorite basic panties and knee highs with jeans. It blends well enough that with only a light wind breaker I can go any where without people making much notice. Oh, and yes, I wear my 3-level make-up process that gives my face a slight, very slight tan for this Anglo-Saxon face. I use very light eye shadow, eye liner, eyelashes done and well, just enough to be different but not enough to really attract any attention. Yeah…it’s kind’a weird how that works. But, people do not suspect and are not looking at this 60 year old person to detect changes. Some do notice, I see it in their face. But, no one says anything and I get many smiles form younger women that seem to approve in what they see. I have added some nice necklaces (gold with pendant) and no and respect the limit that I can go in this altered state. I go mostly all male rather than risk it with a paying client but again I just tone down things a bit even then.
The spouse bumps me when one of them smiles and says hello to me. Just a reminder that I am taken I guess. On the other hand, no personal relations for the past 8+ years. She just does not know how to address the issue yet. I have my own bedroom with some clothes hanging up but out to be seen along with my night gown. I make it understood from my perspective that "pretending" that it is not me is not going to make it go away. I made a very serious decision in 2000, one that I cannot walk away from. The cat is out of the bag and running far down the street!
Masturbation is a tricky subject on this forum. If you have questions on the subject and can speak frankly you can email me via the forum email. I will speak frankly as well so take note of that. There really isn’t to much that I will not speak about here if it will help someone else be comfortable. I will leave that up to you to make the initial contact.
Hugs
Danielle Marie
