Out of the closet...
Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 8:22 pm
Well first let me say thanks to everyone for all the help the last few days. Today after 15 years in the closet I came out to my parents. They are quite religious but they basically said it was my choice and they were mildly supportive.
It is funny because as I pestered them about things from my past they said that they always thought that something was wrong... remember I was born with Kallmann's syndrome and have a few other problems like microphallious, etc. We talked about how I felt about feeling like a girl at times and they were quite understanding.
I feel in my heart that I have nothing wrong with me being a guy (I would rather be female), although I do not associate with being a guy. I told them that I feel like neither a guy or girl but that I needed to visit "the other gender role" once in a while. I feel so relieved because I can now look at things a little differently and not have to hide that I am looking at womens clothing.
Tomarrow I am going to by my first "skirt" and soime shoes... maybe a blouse... who knows. I can not wait for a few weeks to go out and spend the weekend in LA in femme... how fun...
Now I need to find some pantyhose that fit... I am thinking about ordering the ones that do not go all the way up to the legs so I do not have to worry too much about size...
Should be fun! I feel like a women trying on womens clothing... it is great!
It is funny because as I pestered them about things from my past they said that they always thought that something was wrong... remember I was born with Kallmann's syndrome and have a few other problems like microphallious, etc. We talked about how I felt about feeling like a girl at times and they were quite understanding.
I feel in my heart that I have nothing wrong with me being a guy (I would rather be female), although I do not associate with being a guy. I told them that I feel like neither a guy or girl but that I needed to visit "the other gender role" once in a while. I feel so relieved because I can now look at things a little differently and not have to hide that I am looking at womens clothing.
Tomarrow I am going to by my first "skirt" and soime shoes... maybe a blouse... who knows. I can not wait for a few weeks to go out and spend the weekend in LA in femme... how fun...
Now I need to find some pantyhose that fit... I am thinking about ordering the ones that do not go all the way up to the legs so I do not have to worry too much about size...
Should be fun! I feel like a women trying on womens clothing... it is great!
That really took some awesome courage! 