It all started when I was age 13. I started looking at JCPenney catalogs. I enjoyed looking at women all dressed up, but I really enjoyed the underwear section. I just loved how the women looked in their bras, panties, etc. I started to wonder how I would look wearing bras and panties. I started of wearing my mom's bras and panties, but I had to wait till my parents went to work and I only could do it during the summer, as I was in school during the rest of the year. My need to dress grew and when me and my mom went to visit my grandmother, I found time while they were away to start wearing her (my grandmother) bras, panties, pantyhose ( I love hose! ), stockings, slips, girdles and all of her clothes, shoes, hand bags and accessories. I felt alive! I had so much fun parading around all dressed up. Whenever we visited the neighbors, I did everything I could to sneak off to the bedroom and look through other women's lingerie. Trying on their panties was a must!!!
As I got older, I started to go through my friend's mom's drawers. While his parents were out of town and he was off with his girlfriend, I was trying on his mom's bras, panties, pantyhose, etc. I wore all of her stuff. I even went as far as trying on his sister's bras and panties. I was obsessed with dressing up because it felt so good to wear a bra and panties!!!!
When I moved out, I was able to start buying my own stuff. I bought everything. Bras, panties, pantyhose, stockings, garter belts, girdles, body shapers, camisole's, half slips, full slips, pants, jeans, skirts, dresses. blouses, tank tops, night gowns, teddies, corsets, heels, boots, hand bags, wigs, fake boobs, cosmetics and maxi pads. Yes, maxi pads. I enjoy the feeling of a maxi pad in the crotch of my panties. I have worn thongs and bikini's, but I prefer nylon briefs with a cotton crotch. The maxi pad feels really good between my legs. I wear a 46DD bra because I like big boobs. My favorites bras are ones that are back-hook underwire, front-hook support bras and strapless bras. My favorite pantyhose is control top. Stockings need to be thigh high and have an elastic band, although I will wear the regular stockings with a garter belt. I love 3" heels. A lot of my dressing has brought about many fantasies and sexual desires which I will not discuss here. I also wear plus size clothing, as for me, it feels good and I can get away with wearing it out in public.
Case in point: I went to our local Wal-Mart one day. It was cold out. I started out by taking a shower, shaving my legs and armpits and putting some lady speed stick under my arms. Next, I put on my 46DD underwire bra and inserted my 'boobs'. I then put on a pair of size 10 pink nylon briefs with a maxi pad in the crotch. Then the thigh high stockings came next. I then put on a gray blouse and tucked it in to my size 18W Tall jeans. I wore my regular 'man' shoes because I wasn't ready to wear heels out in the daylight. Last, I put a big jacket on so it would hide my breasts. When I got to the store, I went to the plus size section and picked out a dress, skirt, blouse and pants. I also picked some male jeans as well. Now, to the dressing room. I went into the men's room and started undressing. I could not believe I was standing in a public dressing room in a bra, panties and stockings. I started trying on my clothes and yes, it was a thrill!!! I felt so good and beautiful. I knew this was for me. I wanted to walk right out of there in the floral dress I had picked out, but instead, I got dressed again and put the clothes in my basket. You better believe I was buying those items. Then I went over to my favorite section, lingerie. There were other women there, but I didn't care. I wanted some Playtex bras and some Vasarette bras. I need more panties too, so I bought few packs. I grabbed some control top pantyhose as well. Next, I needed some shoes. I found some size 10 heels. I tried them on and they felt great. Again, it was a thrill!!! Now off to the cosmetic section to pick up some much needed lipstick, blush, eyeliner, fake lashes and nails. I also picked up some more pads as well.
Now came the tough part, checking out. I went through an older woman's line. I put my clothes, underwear and other things on the conveyor belt. She looked at me and I thought she was going to say something nasty to me. I was wrong. She smiled and asked me if they were for me. I said yes and she smiled and told me she thought that that was sexy. She liked men who dared to walk on the wild side. I told her what I had on underneath and she smiled again and told me to have a great day...and I got a number!
Dressing up rules!! 'Night ladies!
-Tina