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- SophieLawson
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- Lorna
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just like the song says - everybody hurts... 
No, I did not go out tonight. I'll clarify all this when I'm in a better mood.
Everybody here thinks I'm so brave - all I'm doing is simply fighting for my right to just be me. But as soon as those battles are all fought, along come other forces to rob me of everything I've fought for.
I am now left to seriously wonder if I will ever be allowed to feel happiness again.
No, I did not go out tonight. I'll clarify all this when I'm in a better mood.
Everybody here thinks I'm so brave - all I'm doing is simply fighting for my right to just be me. But as soon as those battles are all fought, along come other forces to rob me of everything I've fought for.
I am now left to seriously wonder if I will ever be allowed to feel happiness again.
Live it. Love it. OWN IT.
- Lorna
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this has officially been the single WORST !@#$*& year of my life.
whatever. this is why i don't fear DEATH. Because compared to MY life, it looks inviting. What the F good is ANYTHING in this world if you can't find a damn job, despite the fact that you're smart, or educated, or experienced??? The same thing will just happen every damn time.
The ****ing rug will just be pulled out from under you at the last minute.
F this. F it all. What the F have I done with my life???????????????
whatever. this is why i don't fear DEATH. Because compared to MY life, it looks inviting. What the F good is ANYTHING in this world if you can't find a damn job, despite the fact that you're smart, or educated, or experienced??? The same thing will just happen every damn time.
The ****ing rug will just be pulled out from under you at the last minute.
F this. F it all. What the F have I done with my life???????????????
Live it. Love it. OWN IT.
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"Ohhh look! look what I found!!! What is it? Is it asleep or dead? It has hair, but is too small to be a bear, and all the hair is on top it's head! But look, look, it's got hands and fingers like me, but is too big to be an ape! And it's face is flat with a little mouth, can't have many teeth in there!!"
"Speak softly foolish chatter-box! That is a member of the race of men. A girl child I percieve. And a sad one too, see the track of tears in the dust over her cheeks, the downward droop of her mouth."
"What are tears? How do you know about them? What is sad? Do you think she might want to eat me up? Do girl childs do such things to little monkeys? Or might she be afraid of me, or of you? "
"No little chatter, she will not like to make a snack of your flesh, I think. As for tears, they are among the things shared by human-kind and Dragon-kind, the shedding of which happens in times of strong emotions. A Dragon's tears may turn to gold or become flame in the air, but a human's tears are always soft, wet, and salty, a lot like the sea that was their origin. Humm, she might be afraid when she wakes, but I seem to remember that sometime these young creatures are attracted to Dragons, even perhaps to old fat ones. We will watch over her 'til she wakes, then mayhap learn what longing or need in her heart or mind disturbs her so. (Sigh) I do so hope it is not as mundane as unrequited lust!!"
"Lust, lust? What is lust?"
"It's what I found you trying to practice on my leg in your sleep this morn, foolish one!"
"Oh."
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"Speak softly foolish chatter-box! That is a member of the race of men. A girl child I percieve. And a sad one too, see the track of tears in the dust over her cheeks, the downward droop of her mouth."
"What are tears? How do you know about them? What is sad? Do you think she might want to eat me up? Do girl childs do such things to little monkeys? Or might she be afraid of me, or of you? "
"No little chatter, she will not like to make a snack of your flesh, I think. As for tears, they are among the things shared by human-kind and Dragon-kind, the shedding of which happens in times of strong emotions. A Dragon's tears may turn to gold or become flame in the air, but a human's tears are always soft, wet, and salty, a lot like the sea that was their origin. Humm, she might be afraid when she wakes, but I seem to remember that sometime these young creatures are attracted to Dragons, even perhaps to old fat ones. We will watch over her 'til she wakes, then mayhap learn what longing or need in her heart or mind disturbs her so. (Sigh) I do so hope it is not as mundane as unrequited lust!!"
"Lust, lust? What is lust?"
"It's what I found you trying to practice on my leg in your sleep this morn, foolish one!"
"Oh."
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"It’s not given to anyone to have no regrets; only to decide, through the choices we make, which regrets we’ll have,"
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David Weber – In Fury Born
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- Lorna
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Congrats to Boston!!!
Now with Halloween coming, it's time for me to stop moping!! What was wrong before is now right.
Hence I have decided to continue with my weekend plans, especially since a special GG friend is coming to spend the weekend - and I ordered another Hooters outfit off of eBay just for her! I couldn't resist because wow she will look scrumptious!
Now with Halloween coming, it's time for me to stop moping!! What was wrong before is now right.
Hence I have decided to continue with my weekend plans, especially since a special GG friend is coming to spend the weekend - and I ordered another Hooters outfit off of eBay just for her! I couldn't resist because wow she will look scrumptious!
Live it. Love it. OWN IT.
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