Finding and being me

[Anne Bonny]

Gaw, getting up and feeling fantastic, alright, energized and to have feelings that there are things I want to do, and things that I might want...are the stars aligned? Good night's sleep? A brilliant sunny morning? Or is it coffee? Of course I am glad I am pulling it all together maybe? It's that? People I loved are gone, I cannot restore them to life again. They loved me. Might not have understood me, but my parents are no longer here...the ghosts of how they were raised and how they believed belong to a time long ago it is all different today, there is mental clarity a new understanding... the important things how we treat other people. Honesty, loyalty. Love, and faithfulness and honor never change. Kindness, helping sharing encouraging...being responsible ...these are still right and always will be. If this is who I am inside who cares about who I am inside. How I feel. And who I happen to be like or feel close to? Is being somewhere close to where women happen to be something I should receive judgement for because my body is male? Are we forced without a choice to have to be a certain way or to have to live a certain life restricted in what we can want and desire and be? We are who we happen to be and cannot be valued based on that. We are all of equal value and we are all unique and wonderful just because of who we are.