After my divorce I met a nice new lady. It wasn’t long before she suspected I’d been trying on some of her clothing in private, and to my surprise she gently confronted me with a sincere interest and acceptance. As our communication evolved she took me shopping for woman’s shoes, and requested my toe nails be painted red. I still remained a bit nervous and conservative about the topic; after all, I spent my entire life hiding this secret. Finally after much playful discussion we set a day to give me a makeover. She did my makeup and picked out an outfit. We spent the entire day playing dress up and taking photos. This was the first time I ever dressed up completely, and my member photo is from that afternoon. Obviously I have much to learn with applying my makeup and wearing wigs!!! I simply want to look pretty. I’ve ordered a couple wigs, and am very excited to begin the process of learning how to do my own makeup in a way that suites my age and highlights my physical attributes.
I’ve never researched my cross dressing desires, and I don’t know why or what it stems from. In fact, it doesn’t really matter because what I do know is that it makes me feel good. It brings fulfillment and happiness and a sense of belonging within. I’m an active male who enjoys a lot of extreme sports. I like to be male, and I only have interest in females for physical contentment. I consider myself a normal guy in every aspect; However, I yearn to dress as a woman (on regular occasion).
I apologize for the lengthy introduction, but it feels wonderful to be liberated. I’m glowing, and I feel like royalty