I am happy to find you.

[Stephanie Stevens]

Hello,
My new name is Stephanie Stevens. I am 66 years of age but feel ageless. My active cross dressing really only started a couple of months ago and has taken me by storm. When I look into the roots of my interest all I see are little things that must have led me to sitting here happily with wonderful panties and size DD breast forms in my black pocket bra from the Breast Forms store.(opps)

My father died when I was just 11 years old, I am the "Baby Brother" of two older sisters. I would play with my sisters but do not remember being dressed up by them, but I loved to cook and was socialized into a household of women including a grandmother.I became very aware of their issues with dating men. Sometime before puberty hit me I remember going to a department store and buying bras and matching panties (Always black) for their birthdays or Christmas. I was not self conscious at all and liked the interaction from the sales people. I have often looked back on this and thought it to be odd. But now it makes perfect sense because I was buying for them, what I wanted.

I dressed up as a women a couple of times once as Tom Sayers's Becky for Halloween and another time but I do not remember much about that.

When I reached puberty, I continued my desire for women's underwear, my next door neighbor would give me his sisters panties which I would put on from time to time. I have continued to be drawn to women's underwear and I would be very aroused if the panties held a pleasurable scent. I never found a bra that fit and figured I never would, but I always liked putting on the panties but felt odd about it.

A few months ago a Victoria Secrets size medium string bikini pantie showed up in the laundry. Maybe my step daughters? I wanted to wear it but it was just too small for me, so I went to Amazon and began to look for women's underwear for me. The panties I ordered were a first attempt but I loved feeling the silky texture and my own response to having panties be sexy and fit. Then I thought "Why not find a bra for me?" after a couple of bad choices in terms of fit I found the Breastform Store and was in love! Their fitting guide was like magic and I ordered my first set of C cup breast forms and a pocket bra. When they arrived in the mail and I put them on...well I never want to take them off and can't wait to get home from work to put on my girls' underwear. My partner laughs because when she gets home she wants to take her bra off and I want to put mine on! I then went back to The store and ordered a set of DD breast forms and pocket bra. I really love having my big girls and my perky girls. I have continued to expand my underwear collection and will begin to buy some clothing. Body hair removal is a big issue but I will save that for another post. I am happy to be coming out to all of you girls, kisses and hugs, Stephanie

[Domonique]

Hi Stephanie. to the Haven.

[Anthony Simon]

Welcome, Stephanie.

[Kelly]

Well, Hello Stephanie,

Glad you've found us.

Kelly

[SilverLady(SO)]

Hi, Stephanie, and welcome to the Haven!


- SL

[Stephanie Stevens]

Thank You, I look forward to learning and sharing this aspect of my life with you, Stepanie

[Martina Hall]

Welcome, Stephanie!

[Michelle Diane]

Hello Stephanie, from one newcomer to another I just wanted to say a huge to the Haven.

[Rony]

Hello Stephanie, you have discovered what many only can dream about. What is sad is most will not understand what a cross dresser goes thru.
Ronnie

[Stephanie Stevens]

Thank you all for your welcomes and support.

I wonder if any of you have had a similar experience with your Femme name? When I first read my name on this website it gave me such a thrill and it continues to whenever I read it on this forum. Stephanie is an older cousin of mine, and when I was 10 years old or so I had such a crush on her I could not stand being in the same room as her because the emotions were too intense. This was back in the 50's and when I look at Retro Lovelies, particularly with a "hot Rod" theme today It reminds me of Stephanie. So I named myself after my beautiful cousin. Stevens is my middle name and just seemed to flow from Stephanie.

This is all so new to me and I don't know where this new passion will go but that makes it more of an adventure. I have started to look for skirts and tops to go over my growing collection of panties and bras.

My next big step will be to shave my facial hair which I have had for over 40 years! I now keep the rest of my body shaved except for a little patch above my privates which Ii find kind of sexy. Love to you all, Stephanie.

[Erica S]

Welcome Stephaine

alway nice to meet another sister here.

Hugs,

Erica

[OliviaM]

Hi Stephanie! to the forum and you found the best place for support, advice, and fun. Enjoy!

[DonnaT]

Hi Stephanie, aboard.