Living am I growing into my femm self?

[Anne Bonny]

I am really finding a very real transition within myself in that the more I am able to live as a woman the more it all becomes so much more comfortable and natural. My clothing preferences tend to come more out of my head in terms of comfort and what I am doing, sometimes out of my mood. I know how certain clothes look, match and feel...what looks right and what looks right on me.

As I throw on my make up and fix my hair I have it kind of fine tuned each time may vary a little I may wear less or slightly more but I do notice that with my features highlighted I do look better which is especially important when I am seated on my feminine side...the male side does not wear any at all...gee...how does he get away with it!?

My jewelry a carefully selected little collection which is also growing I can now alter to suite my clothing or outfit I suppose I should say as a woman (hah perhaps I should but a subscript a tiny "tm" next to it hahaha...) not trade mark ...transgender male so WOMANtm ha?!

Shoes so important to activity and outfit comfort and mood...

Gaw...I wonder where all of this will lead because I am so .... well able to be who I am at will and the will seems to come nearly every day for at least several hours, or a good part of my day, and can come at any time of the day and I just carry on very contentedly and happy and pleased to be able to be who I am... oh well...yeah it's great!

So my feminine side has been set free and seems as I live and grow I am finding my fem side is beginning to achieve parity with my masculine side in a balance which should never have been oppressed, suppressed, forced to hide in a secret box in my mind or in a secret space when no one was around to see. this side of ourselves is as natural to us as our masculine selves but until now I have not been allowed to set all of who I am free. Gaw it is great!!! yea!!!!

[Michelle Diane]

Hello Anne, So pleased for you that you can let your feminine side out and she's free to explore the world. I can whole heartedly agree with what you wrote in your post. Especially about having to hide our feminine nature in a box or in the back of the wardrobe, I one said I was so far in the back of the wardrobe I had snow under foot....but not any more.

Love and hugs,
Michelle.