At last after some time thinking about it, I decided to go to a dressing service. I did some research and then in one of those bussines trips I stopped at Brighton, the perfect place. I had been out in public before, but usually I've tried to keep a low profile, you know, most of the time, the last thing you wwant is to call everybody's atention. this was completely a different thing. In my way to the place i was thinking wether I should do this or not, last minute low confidence :D but eventually made it to the studio of this CD who is really a master. As soon as I entered the studio I felt completely relaxed afain, there was people gettin gready, leavinf the place with their couples, I thought, good. I am among my poeple :D then Sofi asked my... what do you want. I said "I want to feel really really sexy" ... ok then, and off we went! dozens of wigs to chose from, different shoes with killer heels! I was starting to relax and have fun. Sofi is a wonderful hostress, she really made me enjoy the whole of the evening. I has asked herto take me out after being fully dressed, but I left the detail to her. So after a long time of dressing, puting on all the sutff, make up, etc, etc... I went in to the living room and when I saw my self inthe mirror, i started shining in joy. I loved me!!! I liked me so much! I felt such power run from my toes to me ... head! And that was only the begining. We put on beautiful coats (my one was white fur) and a taxi took us to an Italian restaurante... 100% CD friendly. I hwas feeling a mixture of thrill to be out like this and panic... we were going in full public, people would see us and who knows.... may be talk to us!! The time at the restaureante was fantastic... I have to make a little summery not to make the story too long, but basically we had two bottles of red wine (that actually does not help with the high heels walk!!) we met people, a magicina with her daugter were having dinner along our table, and a very funny elderly couple... we talked lon hours. Sofi is a master of sociel relations so he was making it easy for everyone... but the thing is that everyone wanted to talk to us! so funny!
Then we went to a near by disco pub, with live transgender performance (singers... very skilled and nice), I was trying to walk with my high heels and the wine, but Iwas making "S" shapes in the street... I managed to keep up. My level of conciousness though was very high, since I had my adrenaline and all other hormones runingn high in my blood! :D :D :D
when we entered this place, my hopes of passing unnoticed were gone as everybody noticed this two classy girls wlaking in
... but there was a surprise after another... when I see the photos now I can understand for my face was really glowing in joy and delight, so I guess other people got in to my energy. A wonderful model-like girl aprocehd me, grabed my hands and started dancing with me and hugging me, she was gorgeous! she put her nose and her face against mine! she really wanted to join my joy! there was no sexual load in this, it was pure joy and fun, I was laughing with all this. Then we met more CD girls and spend sometime talking to people, we were invited to drinks all the night, even when I wanted to pay for my drinks there was not a chance! It was so unbelievable to me, everything,. After we went to the most gay place, a disco close tothe PBrighton Pier. Again, people loved us, guys and girls payed my drinks. Girls came to dance with us... the musci and the wine hade got me in a relaxed state at last and I let my self be carried by the musci. We went down to the dance floor, and danced fro a while. By half past one inthe morning we were feeling rather tired so we decided to go bak home and let elissa nd soffi rest. It was a beauuuutiful day, I had such laugh and delight. Everything was pefect
There is more to say about hthis story, but I will do it in my next post, so not to be too long. I will upload pa pic as well. Good night girls! love to everybody
