Well here it is 2024! And life goes on!

[Wesley]

And I am now 65 years old and retired after 31 years as an RN.

I dare say the daily thrill of crossdressing is many years in the rear view of time. That moment in 9th grade night school back in 1974 when I dared to wear panties to night shool for the first time remains as indelible in my mind today as it did 50 years ago. I certainly wish I had forseen how much that one moment in time would forever paint my sexuality, or that it would spark a lifetime of chasing a high of the the trill of wearing lingerie under otherwise normal cloths.

Thank goodness in that 50 year time period, I was never caught*, never exposed, although at my age and having had a heart attack and two stents placed back in 2021, there is a chance, an abrupt attack could very well bring me down in public, and to the surprise of emergency responsders to discover some old clown down, and wearing a bra and fake boobs. That is still not a plesant thought but one that I must now consider every time I underdress in public.

As I is, I still wear lingerie under otherwise normal male attire. It makes me feel normal. And it still harkens back to that dualist moment years ago, when the thrill of wearing something feminine and the abject fear of being discovered still fight a battle in my mind every day I choose to dress this way. Granted, people really don't give a flip today, but it still carries that "freak" connotation for first responders, paramedics and such. And yet, I've never engaged in risky sex, never had hepatitus C, or any other sexual disease, but would be treated as such. Geez. The things you know as a health care provider. Hero one moment, Diseased sexual freak the next.

Oh well, I still wear panties, Bra and size 5 nearly me breast forms most of the time. Often black ballet flats and keds, No one notices, no one care. . I go to the bookstore, I go grocery store, I go about my business and another day in the life!

Oh and for the record, I live in Oklahoma city. Right in the middle of the country!




*Well there was the episode a few years back where my step son and his brother barged into the apartment unexpectedly while I was wearing a bra and jeans. . but while funny for the unknowing eldest step son, it really didn't matter in the end.

[Rikki]

Congratulations, Wesley. All the best to you in the future.

Rikki