PS. Come on now ladies. Admit it. We've all been to the other side before at least once or twice. I'm not the only gal that had a bit too much to drink backstage at the balllet! Whoa!
SilverLady(SO) - Native Motor City and Wolverine gal . . . GO BLUE!! - Molon Labe - Saepius Exertus, Semper Fidelis - Si Vis Pacem, Para Bellum - Proud Military Family - Navy, Army, Coast Guard, National Guard
This will be a bit off topic but that lefty hit a chord in my soul with that post. Have you ever heard of NPA- Narcissistic perfectionistic compliant submissive.? That's me. See the movie "Secretary" and she is me although I don't cut myself but do it in other ways. That's why I do everything for my ex wife who I can't stand. I'll leave you with a song from none other than Nine Inch nails:
I hurt myself today
To see if I could feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar stain
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end.
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
My feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would be myself
I would find
a way
I love you Beautiful.
John
PS. I miss you more than you could ever imagine. But promises are promises. When I'm told by someone I love to do something I submit unconditionally. It is a need in my life that I have to fulfill with even someone I can't stand. It's my nature Sweetness. Don't you know that by now? All I ever wanted was someone to serve that wouldn't abuse me. That's all. It just never happened.
Music: Caribbean steel drums or Native American drums?
SilverLady(SO) - Native Motor City and Wolverine gal . . . GO BLUE!! - Molon Labe - Saepius Exertus, Semper Fidelis - Si Vis Pacem, Para Bellum - Proud Military Family - Navy, Army, Coast Guard, National Guard
PS Virginia. When Jeannie is bad. She's real bad. She has been on hold for twenty five years and she's out of the pen once again. Lead, follow or get out of the way.