long time away

Marda · Post by **Marda** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 7:43 pm

Hi everybody,

I think I just signed back in ... that is to say, it seems my password came back to memory after a very long time away ...

, it's nice to see you all here after so long ... the fact is, I had a very serious illness including one side paralysisand was hospitalized

for quite a while ... lost my job and had to move and of course my lifestyle had to change dramatically ... it's difficult even to get dressed in simple guy rags now, so, cding is totally gone as are all of my cd duds ... but I don't really miss all of that, now I have a new gal in my life and I'm out of hospital

I hope you're all well and it's good to catch up on your posts and see the forun uop and running after all this time ... I'll keep looking in and I do hope you'll all stick around, but please don't be too hard on me for being away or if it seems I've lost my zip about cding ... I still love you all and I havent forgotten my own history ...

ishing you all the besst and good health...

Love,

Marda

Post by **DonnaT** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 9:05 pm

Hi Marda, welcome back.

Sorry to hear about the health issues, and all that followed.

Well, all except the new gal in your life. Congratulations.

Marda · Post by **Marda** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 9:50 pm

Hi Donna,

thanx for the note and it's nice to see you here and it brought back some warm fuzzies to read back through the forum in time

keep well,

hs & ks,
Marda

Virginia · Post by **Virginia** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 9:50 pm

Hi Marda,

You seem to have weathered the challenges very well. Glad you have someone in your life now and hope you stay in touch!

Love,

Virginia

Anita · Post by **Anita** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 2:42 am

Hi Marda--
It's good to see you back, and I'm happy to hear about the new gal. I was reading through old posts last week, (which I very seldom do), and I was thinking of you--and here you are! I would hope you won't forget the things that you've learned from your "history," and it sounds like you have a good attitude toward it. Come back from time to time, and we'll still be here for you.

Amelie-Laveau · Post by **Amelie-Laveau** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 4:37 pm

Hi Marda,, I am so very sorry to hear about your situation, this saddens me.

Thanks for our PMs we had the last time we were both here together, it helped me to get things out to someone,, someone I trust and love.

Well, Marda, gotta go,, I'll see you in the next galaxy hot spot somewhere in the outer reaches of time, where ever the space dust flies, I'll see you there.

Your friend

Amelie
xoxoxoxo

Marda · Post by **Marda** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 6:21 pm

Hi Virginia, anita and Amelie, thanx so much for your notes and kindness

, it's so nice to get back to the warm feelings that seem to be part of this community and it's especially nice to be back as a part of it ... of course everyone here has had some ups and downs and let me not get too carried away here, thinking about myself while I could and would rather be seeing about what's happening for all of you ...my only point here is that what happened to mehappened almost instantly after a good sleep and after a full week of work and regular life ... suddenly, I was on the floor beside my bed wearing only a nightie and some comfy panties and struggling to reach a phone to call 911 for help ... it could happen to any of us and I sincerely hope and pray it doesn't happen to any of you it's a long and uncertain fight back, which in my case was only made easier by my new "partner" who also got hit the way I did, we met in the hospital ... I'll be combing through to catch up on what's going on since before my fall ... and, Amelie, I remember you and some PMs with fondness and love

and Anita, it was great to see your notes on "swinging a hammer"

best wishes for now and always gals, and I'll keep watching for you all

, Marda

Post by **DonnaT** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 11:26 pm

And Amelie also makes a return. Hi Amelie.

Amelie-Laveau · Post by **Amelie-Laveau** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 8:51 pm

Hi Donna, nice to see you as well as Anita and Virginia.

Absaroka · Post by **Absaroka** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 10:50 pm

Amelie it is nice to hear from you again and I hope you will post more here.

Marda I am very sorry to hear of all the difficulties with your health. I'm glad you're here and very glad to hear you have a new friend.

Absaroka

Post by **KimberlyS** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 3:49 am

Welcome back Marda and Amelie two old familiar faces. Good to see you both here again.

KimberlyS-CD
joe in a skirt

Merinda · Post by **Merinda** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 2:13 pm

Hi Marda ,

I am sorry to hear of your hospitalization , I hope you're well on the road to full recovery.

All the best wishes

Marda · Post by **Marda** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 4:28 pm

Hi Merinda,

Thanx so much for your note ... It was great to hear from you and I must say I was also touched by your post about "does it ever get to be too much?" ... I too recall moments of feeling shame and although this next part goes way back to long before I was Cding, I recall being bullied, I now suspect it was because I was showing too much of my feminine self without ever having any such ideas about more than one self

best wishes for now and keep shining your light from "down under ... iit reaches way up yonder

, Marda

Elizabeth · Post by **Elizabeth** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 7:23 am

Hi Marda,

So good to see you back. I am saddened by your sudden illness and I am glad to hear you have made a good recovery and found someone special in the process.

I hope I am not prying, but I am interested to know about not dressing any more. Do you not dress because it's too big of a hassle, or because you lost your urge, related to your illness? Also, does your SO know about your past crossdressing?

Thanks in advance.

Love always,
Elizabeth

Crossdressers-Haven.com

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